WOAH.. long time no post. i actually did have two july entries but i deleted them hehe ANYWAYS! today i got a haircut. i debated for a long time whether i wanted to go shoulder length again or keep my current length (slightly above chest) but with new layers and i settled with getting one and a half inch cut shorter w the layers. but when i got to the salon i got too shy and scared to say i wanted it shorter bc i forgot to say it when i showed my reference pic... i dont hate my haircut at all, i just regret not being able to say what i wanted due to fear.

school started a week ago, tomorrows my second week. so far it has already been very stressful. i dont know how to manage any of the things happening.. but its good nonetheless, im grateful to have friends that make life easier ^___^

a few weeks ago i bought a second hand digi cam and it only came w its orig battery because i was mindless and didnt check the inclusions beforehand.. now the battery doesnt charge fully and goes down to what im assuming is only around 30% after only a few minutes of using even though its been charging for hours :( its distressing me bc that means id have to buy a new battery and the thought of even bringing that up to my parents.... I know that they were okay w me buying the digicam in the first place but asking to buy anything that isnt a necessity or a need for academic purposes always has made me extremely guilty n___n

my toxic trait is i dislike the things i make after the satisfaction of making smth wears off. i have to refrain myself from looking at my pages so i dont feel the overwhelming urge to delete them all :facepalm: anyway ive been reading the remarried empress lately and i finally reached ch80 which is the continuation of the prologue and it was satisfying as hell :3 i love navier sm, shes so elegant and classy. fun fact the reason why i started reading it was because while i was looking for smth to pass time with, i remembered that an old friend of mine started reading it at the height of the pandemic and it was all she posted about for a while. i havent talked to her since may 2020 though i wonder if she still follows this webtoon ...

aughhh finally got this up i'll make it prettier l8r. for some reason ms gothic is the only font that works on my pages and idk why its v irritating I wanna use diff fonts!! anyway june went by really fast for me like how is it already june 20 ..